I don’t like being pushed around or being told what to do. Especially not by someone I’m having a relationship with or anything close to that one. Like just who the hell do you think you are. I mean right, I got you into this but hell you don’t get to tell me what to do with myself or with us. And it pissed me off coz you think you do everything right and that I don’t. Well, if you’re that ambitionist in making or looking for someone your perfect type then go fuck off find somewhere else coz I’m sure as hell you’re not on the right track.
I hate to admit it but sure you do make me happy and giddy (ew). Tho I just really hate when you question everything. Like you don’t get to ask me whether I like you or not every time we talk. I’m so pressured by that I can’t think straight whenever you asked me.
Anyway, I guess I just don’t like you that much. Don’t get me wrong. I’m still up for that thing. I think I have an idea of what you really want but I don’t think I’m capable of being who you want and what you want. And sorrynotsorry but I’m not gonna change myself for you. Well maybe if I fall for you, I guess.