Tag: diary

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Lovin’ every minute ’cause you make me feel so alive 🎢

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Having a night class every day could be ermm…tiring. I mean waiting up for your next class alone for one and a half hour is just demanding. Waiting could also be a tiring job just so you know. I’m not complaining tho just saying. πŸ˜‰ Times like these I’m just having a ‘me’ moment. I can’t say my ‘me’ moment is a good thing. Not sure what to make of my never ending thoughts. πŸ’Š

Uhuh hunney πŸ˜‰ 🎢

Thank God for music!

I know you’re tired of loving with nobody to love 🎢

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Sorry for those intermissions. Forgive me but I can only listen to my musics at my current situation! πŸ˜©πŸ˜… I’m still waiting for Maria to come to school then I’d have someone to talk to. Yay πŸ˜…

I hate evenings now! Makes me think of sad things. I don’t know(there goes my idk line againπŸ˜’) but I find myself always on the verge of breaking down nowadays. Like let me hear a Lana Del Rey’s song and I’ll loose it in no time! That’s why as much as possible I don’t stay up late now, my mind wanders to such extent that I can’t control in anymore. Then when I wake up, yay I survived another day now another day to face. It may sound like a drag to me and yes it kinda is but I try my very best not to make it that way. I mean every day is a blessing!

Now where is Maria? Ugh. Tagal ni teh!

Nights like these you will never be alone 🎢

The struggle is real! πŸ˜– Shucks.

Let me live no more please kung ganito rin naman. 😰

I cannot afford to be distracted again. Damn it me!

Focus please.

πŸ˜„πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜€πŸ˜Šβ˜ΊοΈπŸ˜‰πŸ˜œπŸ˜πŸ˜›πŸ˜„πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜€πŸ˜Šβ˜ΊοΈπŸ˜‰πŸ˜œπŸ˜πŸ˜›πŸ˜„πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜€πŸ˜Šβ˜ΊοΈπŸ˜‰πŸ˜œπŸ˜πŸ˜›πŸ˜„πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜€πŸ˜Šβ˜ΊοΈπŸ˜‰πŸ˜œπŸ˜πŸ˜›πŸ˜„πŸ˜ƒπŸ˜€

This too shall pass. Hopefully. πŸ˜”

Thoughts of a Tight-Lipped Girl

I called you today hoping to hear your voice but you didn’t pick-up the phone… I broke down crying ’cause I couldn’t take it no more.

I think about of getting lost but I just can’t make myself do it…too many people are giving me directions.

I thought they were permanent…but nothing is and that’s just sad.

I think about time and changes and friends…they don’t stop. Life doesn’t stop for anybody.

I imagine the things we did, the memories we made…and wonder if it’ll be the last time I’ll think about you.

Where were you? You said priorities…but damn if it was true.

My thoughts are eating me…that sometimes I wish I would forever live in them instead of harsh reality.

Wrong things happen when you trust and worry about the wrong people…and guess what? I was wrong about you.

‘Cheer up’ everybody said…if only it was easy as 123.

You don’t say it instead you do it…but I don’t know I’ve fallen to your words regardless.

I can’t wait to be happy again…and be me again.

I miss the old me, my old life, my old habits…I just miss the innocent me.

Do ya feel lucky, punk?…Luck can be good or bad. So which is which for me?

Those words…wonder if we meant it

Such a great day

Anew

It’s been a tough week for me and I’m sorry for neglecting this blog for days. Things happened. Unimaginable ones. I don’t even know how I survived each day without passing out. Half of the time I don’t even know what I’m doing. I don’t know what to do. Damn! My life has become this one big ‘I DON’T KNOW’.

I was actually tempted to post on this blog just about anything but then again! Privacy. So I’m thinking of creating another new blog. Actually, I already have one. But I won’t completely abandon this blog. I can never do that! Those that are seriously private matters will be posted on my new blog which of course is a secret.

So that’s probably all I have to say for now. Dang tired.

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Rainy Morning

Rainy morning everyone! I woke up to the sound of pouring rain. 😌 One of my favorite ways of waking up.

I’d rather not share what happened last night as it would ruin the whole sentinental mood of my morning. βœ‹ Instead I’m looking forward for this day. Me πŸ˜‡ dont have to go to the school because I don’t have a scheduled exam for today. Yay, right?!

I have to go somewhere though. I have to buy some things. I have to go to the doctor. Ermm what else? Study for my another three exams for tomorrow. That’s probably all. 😌

I just hope it’s rainy all day. I don’t mind if it’s gonna get me wet. 😁 I just love rain, don’t cha? 😍

Begin with a positive attitude today and smile at all times. You can make someone’s day with a simple smile. ⌣̈

10.06.2014

Ready to sleep but never gonna be ready for tomorrow! πŸ˜ͺ

Hooray for a very productive day! Instead of reviewing for my finals tomorrow, I went to visit my brothers and when I came back home I don’t know what came to me but I suddenly had the urge to clean my room. Guys! Did you just read that?! I cleaned my freakin room! And while doing that, I came across with my cute little stuff! My collection of crafts and papers. Awww πŸ”« I’m really in deep shit for tomorrow. I didn’t have a chance to review my notes anymore. Good luck to my three major exams. Though it’s only 8pm but I’m tired πŸ˜‚ and rn I’m ready to sleep! Blanket’s on, light’s off and pillows are guard up around me. πŸ˜‚

G’night people on earth! πŸŒ˜πŸŒ—πŸŒ–πŸŒ•πŸŒ“πŸŒ’πŸŒ‘πŸŒš
Have a sweeeeeeeeet dreams!
Which reminds me…I haven’t written on my dream blog for a while now! Will update soon!

Countdown πŸ˜€

7 days before Sem Break πŸ™
80 days before Christmas! ⭐️

Hart hart
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(It kinda feels weird now that I'm finally writing something in a positive/uplifting mood. 🐱 Too much drama is never good!)

β˜€οΈGood Vibesβ˜€οΈ

Holiday for today! I didn’t go with my mom because I told her I’m gonna study for the finals tomorrow. πŸ™Š But instead of me studying, I’m preocuppied of doing unnecessary things like reading books, writing in my diary and nonstop eating! Why now?! 😭 I have three major exams tomorrow and another three on thursday and last one on next Monday and voila! SEM BREAK! Can’t wait but first I need to study to pass my subjects specially now that I’m a graduating student. 😱 Anyway, calm down people! I still need to go the gym later. Maybe my mind will start to work if I worked out my body first. Aye aye so smart of me! 😁

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I’m getting cray cray again! πŸ”« Too early for me to go apeshit. πŸ˜… SIGNING OUT!

AUGUST FIRST

So much happenings this first day of the month. What a way to start August! Not to mention, this month would probably the suckiest month of the first semester. No holidays or activities whatsoever and that means no time for vacay!

So here’s what happened this day. First thing, my uncle died yesterday (Okay so not really a happening that happened for today but bitch please βœ‹). Second, my baby sister got hospitalized last night due to a high fever. It always happen when her birthday’s coming. Poor cute little thing has to experience it for the second time now. Third, tomorrow’s my midterms exam on my two major subjects and I haven’t even opened my notes! Fourth, my dad got drunk way faster than I did(Not a bad thing but whatever). And lastly, it’s 11:13pm (ohmy, missed 11:11 😦 ) and I’m still wide awake. Everyone’s asleep now. Worst case is I haven’t studied for my exams tomorrow. Good luck to me!

Tomorrow’s another day! Carry on, bitches.

This Is New

Oops. Late post this one.

I’ve got news to tell. A good one! I.Forgot.About.His.Birthday.

It may be a wonder to you which I think it really is. You see, there’s this guy that I liked a long long time ago and even though it didn’t work out for both of us, I still think of him occasionally. Not because I still have feelings for him, goodness gracious no. I never had that much feelings to begin with anyway. It’s just that I learned a lot from him and you know he’s been my friend too. So whenever his birthday is coming, my mind automatically starts to count down. Bwahaha! But just this year, I forgot his birthday!!! Alleluiah! That could mean something…that I was totally over him. I mean I was over him a long long time ago but you get what I mean like TOTALLY NADA.

*sigh

Originally, my plan was to blog all night. I’ve got loads of things to say and share. But as for my post earlier, you must have known I’m pissed and I still am. 😦

Fangirling

I accidentally just listened to a super sad song on my phone and got really sad. And now I can’t stop listening to it, it’s on repeat mode!

It’s a Japanese song performed by Ai Otsuka (my favorite of all time ^^) titled ‘Renai Shashin’. It was used on the movie ‘Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru’. Mind you, the movie was sooo good and sad. Again one of my all time favorites.

Thus, fangirling mode activated.

I’m forever in love with anything about Japan. πŸ˜€

Toma Ikuta ❀ ❀ ❀
Oguri Shun ❀ ❀ ❀

I even studied Japanese language for like 2 years or less. I got to try wearing Kimono on our graduation and goodness I looked hideous. Meh. I miss my cute innocent sensei tho. *Sigh* I'm that in love with their everything. πŸ™‚ I suddenly miss my friends there 😦

I wanna go to Japan BADLY and I'd like to go there alone. Hihi. Oh my. Just thinking about it… XD

06.17.2014

Had a great workout today! I just got home from gym anddddd I’m feeling super good. It’s been a while since my last workout…2 months ago, I think. Ha πŸ˜› Tho desire took over me and I made my dad order a pancake at McDo for my breakfast πŸ˜›

It’s only 8am and I still got a lot of time before my first class. What to doooo? Sleep?

Hmmmm! Nomnom. Just took my first bite on my pancake and it tastes amaazing. I don’t normally eat this thing but I’m hungry and tired and I just want to sleep. 😦

I know this is out of nowhere but I just remembered that I have a diary and I have been neglecting it for three months now. Ohmyghad! πŸ˜₯ How could I? But then again, I was busy with other things that were far more important than writing in my diary but still! And not to mention the fact the these past months had been life-changing moments of my life and I didn’t write it! 😦 😭πŸ˜ͺ Just kill me now. Kinda overreacting, I know. It’s just that… πŸ˜₯ πŸ˜₯ TOO BAD.

Now this post is going nowhere. Haha I’ve got a lot of things in my mind. Anyway…

I don’t know if my mom reads my blog. She definitely knows about this blog because I told her so. And I’m starting to regret that I did. I mean not just mom but also for those people whom I know personally. It’s just that they could open and read anything on my blog anytime and poof my secret’s gone. Tho I’m not saying they read my blog everyday but you get what I mean, right? Right?

I’m sleepy ^^’

Oh Bother!

Yes, you have seen it right. It’s ‘bother’ not ‘brother’. I’ve heard it said from my favorite character Pooh every time he’s irritated! ^^ Haha. I love Pooh. And please! He’s not a gender confused bear. He is a BOY and he is adorable without his undies. :))

I find it cute that Pooh makes it sound angelic instead of saying ‘you motherfucker sonofabitch’. He’s such a charmer, isn’t he? πŸ˜€ I know I know. But he’s already taken by me so back off, bitch. Nyahaha.

So enough of my rant about Pooh. Let’s get to my life now even though what I’m about to say has nothing to do with the title above. :))

Last night, I was not able to join my friends in their night out. I had a family emergency so family first as always. Also, my mom asked me to open the store for today so I slept early.

As you may already know, my summer class is officially over making this day my first legit day of summer. Yohoo! But instead of me being at my bed oversleeping, I’m wide awake and sweating in our store. And the hot temperature is kinda making me feel drowsy. I wanna take a nap even just for a minute but there’s no one to trust to with the store.

Anyway, I’ll just have to look forward to this evening and hope to God my mom won’t let me come here tomorrow ’cause she told me she’ll be giving me the Sunday off. *crossed fingers*

Since today is Saturday, so obviously tomorrow is Sunday. Lol (Even I don’t find myself a wee bit of funny.)Wait, you’re trying to be funny by that? Ughh Oh shut up MY DRY SENSE OF HUMOR IS OVERFLOWING. Sorry ’bout that. Going back, while Sunday is a rest day for most, it is the busiest day for us because it’s market day for people. So usually, me and my mom are dead tired at Sunday night. Tho it’s pretty much every night, really.

So that’s just it.

And oh wait. I feel like going out tonight with my girl friends so maybe I’ll ask my mom about it. Depends on her mood tho. Huhu.

Au Revoir biatches!! 😁😁😁

Less Than A Week To Go!

Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yayx10000000!
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4 more days and good bye my last summer class!

***OMG! May kuryente na! I cri πŸ˜₯ ***

Anywaaaaaaay, I don’t feel like writing anymore because there’s electricity na. Mwua! πŸ˜‰