Everyday Routine

If you must know my employment status, I am throwing it right here. I’m jobless... Not being proud about it or whatever, just tryna start a post. 😫✌🏼

It’s only been two weeks so there’s not much grand update for me. So as I’ve already mentioned in my previous post, I am my baby sister’s personal driver. Every morning I drop her off school and then run some personal errands before picking her up. Then we go straight to my dad’s house and have lunch with him and since Shobe has morning classes only, we spend some time watching movies and sleep after lunch. It would then be time to pick up my brother from school at 5:30pm and the three of us would go home.

Let’s say I don’t do all of those, that would only mean I’d be at Ocampo helping my mom’s business which means I would be the one opening and closing the store while my mom would stay here in Naga and have her day off. That being said, mom would be doing all those stuff mentioned above. Well, except of course, having lunch with dad!

So there you go, pretty much my schedule everyday! I’m not sure of working yet, I’m still trying to figure out things. 💩

Soon to be legal

I’m turning 21 on Monday. And I love celebrating birthdays! But unfortunately, this time might not have a celebration. I just got the news this Monday—a week before my bday—that I’ll be assign outta town for a whole week. Too bad, I had so many plans but yeah maybe it happened for a reason and I’ll accept that for now. Tho, who says I can only celebrate on the exact day of my birthday, right?! 


Ever wonder what I am doing here in Chicago? No, we don’t ca—...okay 😒 I’m telling this for those who care and don’t just bc I like to annoy the hell outta you. 😛 Well, I am here for my internship. Ever since I graduated college, I had been aiming for this opportunity. I applied then and I waited like it was the most frustrating waiting game ever. There was not a day where I don’t check up on my status. Until, they finally found a company fit for my degree. I was placed in an accounting firm in downtown Chicago—long live the city! The city is amazing. The weather is extreme here and it wasn’t called the Windy City for nothing. I couldn’t go out without my coat wrapped closely around my body and my hands shoved in my pocket. Did I mention it’s snowing in Chicago? Because oh my god the first time I experienced snow, I totally and literally jumped out of joy. It happened on my way home with my roommate—she’s annoying btw and she knows it 😉—and I didn’t see it coming because it was dark and I thought it was just raining but then I felt there was this tingling sensation every time it hit my skin. That’s when Sheena(roomie) screamed it was snowing. We both squirmed loudly like a little girl! We got lost on our way home and we were freezing cold but damn it’s snowing who cares. 🙂 Also, it’s so cold in here I dont sweat at all. Lol maybe that’s the reason why I already gained 10 pounds since I came here. Sheena and I enrolled in gym but seriously waking up shivering from cold isn’t exactly motivating so nah pig life it is. So far, I am liking it in here. I get to see and meet different kind of people. I see people with rainbow hair and gothic attires and nobody bats an eye. Lmao If it were in my country, he/she is gonna be a mile radius head turner. It’s just so fun in here really, I barely even feel the days passing turning them into a month already.


I accidentally just listened to a super sad song on my phone and got really sad. And now I can’t stop listening to it, it’s on repeat mode!

It’s a Japanese song performed by Ai Otsuka (my favorite of all time ^^) titled ‘Renai Shashin’. It was used on the movie ‘Tada Kimi Wo Aishiteru’. Mind you, the movie was sooo good and sad. Again one of my all time favorites.

Thus, fangirling mode activated.

I’m forever in love with anything about Japan. 😀

Toma Ikuta ❤ ❤ ❤
Oguri Shun ❤ ❤ ❤

I even studied Japanese language for like 2 years or less. I got to try wearing Kimono on our graduation and goodness I looked hideous. Meh. I miss my cute innocent sensei tho. *Sigh* I'm that in love with their everything. 🙂 I suddenly miss my friends there 😦

I wanna go to Japan BADLY and I'd like to go there alone. Hihi. Oh my. Just thinking about it… XD


Had a great workout today! I just got home from gym anddddd I’m feeling super good. It’s been a while since my last workout…2 months ago, I think. Ha 😛 Tho desire took over me and I made my dad order a pancake at McDo for my breakfast 😛

It’s only 8am and I still got a lot of time before my first class. What to doooo? Sleep?

Hmmmm! Nomnom. Just took my first bite on my pancake and it tastes amaazing. I don’t normally eat this thing but I’m hungry and tired and I just want to sleep. 😦

I know this is out of nowhere but I just remembered that I have a diary and I have been neglecting it for three months now. Ohmyghad! 😥 How could I? But then again, I was busy with other things that were far more important than writing in my diary but still! And not to mention the fact the these past months had been life-changing moments of my life and I didn’t write it! 😦 😭😪 Just kill me now. Kinda overreacting, I know. It’s just that… 😥 😥 TOO BAD.

Now this post is going nowhere. Haha I’ve got a lot of things in my mind. Anyway…

I don’t know if my mom reads my blog. She definitely knows about this blog because I told her so. And I’m starting to regret that I did. I mean not just mom but also for those people whom I know personally. It’s just that they could open and read anything on my blog anytime and poof my secret’s gone. Tho I’m not saying they read my blog everyday but you get what I mean, right? Right?

I’m sleepy ^^’

Le Love

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

-Bob Marley


That Fuzzy Feeling

I love drinking, don’t cha?
I’m not a drunkard! But from time to time, I drink alcohol with my family and friends. Especially when there are occasions like get together, semestral break, birthdays, school time and other days worth celebrating. Woo!

It’s no surprise that some people judge me for being this kind of girl I’ve become. But hey, I’m living a life here. It’s not like I’m drowning myself with these unhealthy fuzzy drinks everyday. Whatever.

My most awaited part, the head spin! Aaa! I just love the feeling when the room starts spinning and there’s disco light everywhere! Tho I just hate it when I’m getting spins in bed. It’s just somehow hard to fall asleep.

I’m not usually the type of person to create a post like this. But since I’m drunk and my head’s spinning, might as well as take the chance. 🙂

Just Another Day

So this is just about my day, nothing special in particular. Just wanna share something to bloggie. =)

Today, I skipped class for no reason whatsoever. I just felt like doing it or maybe because I had no idea what my teacher and my classmates were talking about. Aah! *Stretch* It felt good to finally leave the classroom and head home. But first things first, I went to my dentist to have my dental check-up and stuff. I was there for like one and a half hours and so my cutting scheme was useless. AAAAH! Feel like screaming again. Now maybe I should really just waited up for my class to end.

After the dental check-up, I swung by SM Mall and bought some school supplies and went to one of my favorite places: the bookstore. Usually, I hate crowded places where people would bump you and act as if they are the only person in the place but ehem not in the bookstore. I rather find it wonderful because those people and I share the same hobby. Like why would I be pissed? I’m the same as them, struggling to find the right book to buy, spending almost two hours just to scan pages and going beneath and above the book shelves.

I usually go to Booksale because I find the books there more interesting plus it’s cheap. So as I’m looking in the travel section, I spotted this book about my dream country and of course I dig it but it turns out to be only the maps of the cities. As I’m about to put it back, an elderly woman asked if she could have it because she too like the country. Wonderful, right? I found someone who fascinates the same country as I do. HAHA I know, you totally don’t get a word I say but you will eventually. Whatever! =p

So! I forced myself out of the store before I could buy anything and headed myself downstairs.. =)

I have wished to buy a Polaroid since last last year(?) and last Tuesday my fairy godMOTHER granted my wish. I excitedly went to the shop where I’m gonna buy my cute little thingy but then a dilemma crossed my path. I can’t decide which color to choose. Blue? Pink? Yellow? Seriously, does it even matter what color? Apparently, it does to me. So I decided to go home first and think about what color I want so that I won’t regret.

Home at last! Pajamas…food….internet…pillow…T.V…relax..happiness.  God seriously, why can’t I ever feel the same way about schooling? Must be my psycho brain.

Later this afternoon, it rained. RAIN! First rain in the summer or so I thought.

And then dinner came, my dad cooked since there’s no maid on duty today and I washed the dishes.


I’d like to sleep now. Enough with my blabbering. I know this is too long. I have missed you so much bloggie! Good night! I know you love me. XOXO