I am fat today! No seriously, I am really getting fat! I am turning myself into something I don’t ever wanna be. HAHA. Anyway, things are a little bit getting okay. Though not saying completely okay bc I know how fucked up emotions can be. One minute you’re feeling awesome and cool and the next minute you’re begging yourself to that person. Ugh, I know. Maybe I am just being too much comfortable with the situation that’s why instead of getting pretty and slim I am drawn towards the opposite. Yeah, usually when something bad happens, I observed that I try to make myself feel better by dressing up and toning my body lol shut up I am sure you guys do the same thing. But not for me this time, my god I wish the aftereffect was me being transformed into a swan goddess instead of a pig ready for butcher. 😒
Oops. Late post this one.
I’ve got news to tell. A good one! I.Forgot.About.His.Birthday.
It may be a wonder to you which I think it really is. You see, there’s this guy that I liked a long long time ago and even though it didn’t work out for both of us, I still think of him occasionally. Not because I still have feelings for him, goodness gracious no. I never had that much feelings to begin with anyway. It’s just that I learned a lot from him and you know he’s been my friend too. So whenever his birthday is coming, my mind automatically starts to count down. Bwahaha! But just this year, I forgot his birthday!!! Alleluiah! That could mean something…that I was totally over him. I mean I was over him a long long time ago but you get what I mean like TOTALLY NADA.
Originally, my plan was to blog all night. I’ve got loads of things to say and share. But as for my post earlier, you must have known I’m pissed and I still am. 😦