Cookie Friday

I’m feeling better now. Thank God.

Hooray for today! There are two reasons I’m happy. πŸ˜€ First of all, today’s Friday which means salvation! I never thought I’d agree to my mom about this but given any chance of no work days I will totally spend it on my bed sleeping or watching TV. I work five days a week, hell, I need a break. Wow. I’m starting to sound like an #adult. πŸ™‚ Another thing is the Girl Scout Cookies finally came in today. I ordered like three boxes of cookies and as soon as I got my hands on them I devoured it lol. You may not know it but I’m more of a cookie girl than a cake girl. πŸ˜›

Have a fun Friday!

 

Happy 4th WP!

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NOTICE ME!

Today is my 4 year anniversary with WordPress and I finally decided to register a custom domain name for my site. I was kinda thinking of registering it to my name but I digressed cause I mean I’ve been with this name ‘simplicityismymiddle’ for four years now. I’m sentimental, I know lol. So that’s all for now. Just dropping by to say hello and greet myself Happy Anniversary with WordPress! πŸ™‚

YAY!

P.S. I’ll be posting a lot of Chicago stuff soon. :p

5am Thoughts

I woke up half an Β hour ago and can’t sleep since then even though I just drifted off 5 hours ago. Anyway, I decided to just open my laptop and see what I can do and this apparently is what I am doing right now.

It’s been more than a month since I came to Chicago. πŸ™‚ Yes, and I still have 12 months here to go. I’m not homesick and never was since I first came here. It’s weird? I don’t know. Maybe because this is what I wanted in my life since god knows when: to explore and be away with people I know. Don’t get me wrong, I love my family more than anything but for me it just doesn’t mean getting to see them everyday. I talk to them everyday, if you’re wondering. I’m loving my life here except well the weather lol. The first time I set foot outside the airport it’s so freakin cold I almost wished to go back. πŸ˜… But everyday, I learn to love and accept the abnormality of the weather here although there’s not a day I don’t say “Oh my god, it’s cold today”.

Anyway, that’s all for now. My moment for writing just flew out of my body lol.

What Is Going On?Β 

Pretending so much to be happy when I’m rotting on the inside. I don’t know what it is that I’m still asking for. I mean I already heard the good news and that alone should make me jump and scream of happiness. But no, instead I feel down. Maybe this is what they call graduation jitters. I’m scared for what’s ahead of me. I don’t see myself doing good in my life. I feel blank like uncertainty of what future holds.

Honestly though, I think I know the reason why I’m miserable at the moment. I just don’t want to admit it. But I’m fine, so much fine. So much that I could cry at any moment. I actually think there’s a lump stuck in my throat. I could be walking down the street and shed tears without any warning. I could be looking at the mirror smiling and crying at the same time yet no one will ever know it’s not tears of joy. I could look like I’m paying attention but I’m actually spacing out. Does that even sound like fine to anyone? πŸ˜‚ I’m going cray! 

I don’t want to be locked up in the house. My room isn’t exactly a therapeutic place either. I have dark orange curtains and a speaker that blares suicidal music so yeah it’s not helping. And I can’t go out at night just whenever and wherever I want. I’m not exactly a free bird. I mean I can be if I want to but the last time I did it, it was for someone and you know when someone doesn’t appreciate the risks that you do so you just stop bc you’re just human and it’s not like you’re asking something in return but a little love would be appreciated. But oh well, I’m done risking for a while. 😊

This is getting out of hand. 

I wish to disappear. 

Good night. 

My Favorite Lines in WRE(Love,Rosie)

“What seems tragic now won’t even be an issue in a few years time.”

“You’re only 17. You and Alex have the rest of your lives to catch up together . . . After all, soul mates always end up together.

“Things are too perfect. It almost feels like the calm before the storm.”

β€œI’m over the moon of course but you know the saying, β€œIf it ain’t broke don’t fix it.”

β€œIrreconcilable differences. Isn’t that what people always say?”

β€œIt was a million little things that all finally blew up in their faces.”

β€œAnd who needs Paris, when you can get a hug?”

β€œIf there’s any love there at all then you should work at it. Every small thing grows when you nurture it.”

β€œThe men in my life may have let me down but the little girl in my life makes up for it every single day.”

β€œIt’s nice to find a hobby, something that excites you and makes you look forward to the week ahead instead of constantly dreading days.”

β€œYou have betrayed me at a time just as I had learned to fall in love with you all over again.”

β€œLife is far from perfect, for everyone.”

β€œI’ve discovered that no one, not even the big man upstairs has the slightest clue as to what’s going on.”

β€œYou really are my moonbeamβ€”guiding the way for me all the time.”

β€œDon’t be so pessimistic. Soul mates have a way of finding their way to each other.”

β€œIt seems that every few years I’m shoveling up the pieces of my life and starting from scratch all over.”

β€œMarrying someone you don’t love is not right.”

β€œHome isn’t a place, it’s a feeling”

β€œYou can put me with a guy that’s perfect in every way and too good to be true and I’m still not ready.”

β€œIt doesn’t feel right to love the world and see such brightness when something so awful has happened”

β€œA bit of ink on her skin doesn’t tarnish the goodness or dim the brightness that shines from her”

β€œNo. I have a shit job with shit pay, a shit flat with shit rent. I have no time for shit sex with a shit man”

β€œWell I’m not with the man for conversation am I?”

β€œHere we go, in a fortnight we’ll both be free.”

β€œBecause if I don’t follow this feeling right now who nos where I will be twenty years on from now.”

β€œToday I love you more than ever; tomorrow I will love you even more. I need you more than ever; I want you more than ever”

Good Bye 2014 πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜πŸ˜

2014 has been one helluva roller coaster ride for me! Too many to mentioned things had happened but alas, I survived it. Thanks to those people who were there for me in my desperation times. I’d like to give you a million thanks becuase I wouldnt be what I am right now if it weren’t for your help. Thank you so much!

I love you Mom, Dad, bros, sis, friends and love ones.

I hope 2015 will be better for me and for all. Good luck to us!

I can finally close another chapter in my life. Cheers to a new year and another chance for me to get it right! πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰πŸŽ‹

I miss this πŸ˜–

Hello Readers (if there’s even any) πŸ˜’

I’m back!!!

I might have been gone for almost two months because of a certain reason. But I was still writing everyday and now that my blog is back in public, almost all those that I’ve posted these past months have turned private. 😊

I missed visiting my page and viewing my stats! πŸ˜‚ And reading posts and liking good articles 😟 and sharing my own personal rants! ☺️ But I’m happy at the same time cause I was able to attain some peace of mind. 😜 Haha alright now I’m not making any sense. 😊 Enough.

Merry Christmas to y’all! I hope you had a good one! I MISSED YA FELLAS! 😘😘😘

Let’s all welcome 2015!!!!! Just four more days. Imagine that! 😱

Serene Night

Serene night? πŸ˜‚ More of like freeze-to-death night. Haha here’s what I’m talking about:

9-ish pm

On our way home from a road trip(2 hour travel time), I decided to ride in the back of the pickup car. I mean I’ve always wanted to do it you know. It’s actually one in my bucketlists so I just crossed off another thing! Yay to that. So going back, I was only wearing short shorts and tee shirt no jacket whatsoever but I didn’t care and still gave it a go. I plugged in my music and enjoyed the trip.

30 mins after…

I’m loving the night sky! It’s full moon and the sky so lit up. And the wind daamn cool.

1 hour after…

Uhmm. Wait…the cold’s starting to creep up my skin. I think a blanket or whatver clothing would be much appreciated at the moment please. It’s starting to get cold!

1 1/2 hour after…
Holy shit I’m numb. I can’t feel my hands anymore! πŸ˜‚ Good thing we had a stop over. My mom bought a coffee cause she was starting to get sleepy. Told her I wanted a black coffee too but it’s not available so…

At the moment…
I’m still cold af. πŸ˜‚ I didnt go inside the car though. I can’t give up now I’m finishing this battle bitches. Besides! I’m kinda used to this kind of situation anyway and I totally love it. 30 mins to go before home. It’s 10:15 now and fingers are numb. How in the world can I still type these words is beyond my comprehension. πŸ˜… I see we’re entering the city now, more cars and lights to see but no more trees and creepy shadows! I still like it more when in suburban. Damn I just wish this journey would be forever.

Time’s up. Finally home.

Rainy Morning

Rainy morning everyone! I woke up to the sound of pouring rain. 😌 One of my favorite ways of waking up.

I’d rather not share what happened last night as it would ruin the whole sentinental mood of my morning. βœ‹ Instead I’m looking forward for this day. Me πŸ˜‡ dont have to go to the school because I don’t have a scheduled exam for today. Yay, right?!

I have to go somewhere though. I have to buy some things. I have to go to the doctor. Ermm what else? Study for my another three exams for tomorrow. That’s probably all. 😌

I just hope it’s rainy all day. I don’t mind if it’s gonna get me wet. 😁 I just love rain, don’t cha? 😍

Begin with a positive attitude today and smile at all times. You can make someone’s day with a simple smile. ⌣̈

10.06.2014

Ready to sleep but never gonna be ready for tomorrow! πŸ˜ͺ

Hooray for a very productive day! Instead of reviewing for my finals tomorrow, I went to visit my brothers and when I came back home I don’t know what came to me but I suddenly had the urge to clean my room. Guys! Did you just read that?! I cleaned my freakin room! And while doing that, I came across with my cute little stuff! My collection of crafts and papers. Awww πŸ”« I’m really in deep shit for tomorrow. I didn’t have a chance to review my notes anymore. Good luck to my three major exams. Though it’s only 8pm but I’m tired πŸ˜‚ and rn I’m ready to sleep! Blanket’s on, light’s off and pillows are guard up around me. πŸ˜‚

G’night people on earth! πŸŒ˜πŸŒ—πŸŒ–πŸŒ•πŸŒ“πŸŒ’πŸŒ‘πŸŒš
Have a sweeeeeeeeet dreams!
Which reminds me…I haven’t written on my dream blog for a while now! Will update soon!

Countdown πŸ˜€

7 days before Sem Break πŸ™
80 days before Christmas! ⭐️

Hart hart
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(It kinda feels weird now that I'm finally writing something in a positive/uplifting mood. 🐱 Too much drama is never good!)

β˜€οΈGood Vibesβ˜€οΈ

Holiday for today! I didn’t go with my mom because I told her I’m gonna study for the finals tomorrow. πŸ™Š But instead of me studying, I’m preocuppied of doing unnecessary things like reading books, writing in my diary and nonstop eating! Why now?! 😭 I have three major exams tomorrow and another three on thursday and last one on next Monday and voila! SEM BREAK! Can’t wait but first I need to study to pass my subjects specially now that I’m a graduating student. 😱 Anyway, calm down people! I still need to go the gym later. Maybe my mind will start to work if I worked out my body first. Aye aye so smart of me! 😁

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I’m getting cray cray again! πŸ”« Too early for me to go apeshit. πŸ˜… SIGNING OUT!