Anew

It’s been a tough week for me and I’m sorry for neglecting this blog for days. Things happened. Unimaginable ones. I don’t even know how I survived each day without passing out. Half of the time I don’t even know what I’m doing. I don’t know what to do. Damn! My life has become this one big ‘I DON’T KNOW’.

I was actually tempted to post on this blog just about anything but then again! Privacy. So I’m thinking of creating another new blog. Actually, I already have one. But I won’t completely abandon this blog. I can never do that! Those that are seriously private matters will be posted on my new blog which of course is a secret.

So that’s probably all I have to say for now. Dang tired.

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Rainy Morning

Rainy morning everyone! I woke up to the sound of pouring rain. 😌 One of my favorite ways of waking up.

I’d rather not share what happened last night as it would ruin the whole sentinental mood of my morning. βœ‹ Instead I’m looking forward for this day. Me πŸ˜‡ dont have to go to the school because I don’t have a scheduled exam for today. Yay, right?!

I have to go somewhere though. I have to buy some things. I have to go to the doctor. Ermm what else? Study for my another three exams for tomorrow. That’s probably all. 😌

I just hope it’s rainy all day. I don’t mind if it’s gonna get me wet. 😁 I just love rain, don’t cha? 😍

Begin with a positive attitude today and smile at all times. You can make someone’s day with a simple smile. ⌣̈

β˜€οΈGood Vibesβ˜€οΈ

Holiday for today! I didn’t go with my mom because I told her I’m gonna study for the finals tomorrow. πŸ™Š But instead of me studying, I’m preocuppied of doing unnecessary things like reading books, writing in my diary and nonstop eating! Why now?! 😭 I have three major exams tomorrow and another three on thursday and last one on next Monday and voila! SEM BREAK! Can’t wait but first I need to study to pass my subjects specially now that I’m a graduating student. 😱 Anyway, calm down people! I still need to go the gym later. Maybe my mind will start to work if I worked out my body first. Aye aye so smart of me! 😁

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I’m getting cray cray again! πŸ”« Too early for me to go apeshit. πŸ˜… SIGNING OUT!

AUGUST FIRST

So much happenings this first day of the month. What a way to start August! Not to mention, this month would probably the suckiest month of the first semester. No holidays or activities whatsoever and that means no time for vacay!

So here’s what happened this day. First thing, my uncle died yesterday (Okay so not really a happening that happened for today but bitch please βœ‹). Second, my baby sister got hospitalized last night due to a high fever. It always happen when her birthday’s coming. Poor cute little thing has to experience it for the second time now. Third, tomorrow’s my midterms exam on my two major subjects and I haven’t even opened my notes! Fourth, my dad got drunk way faster than I did(Not a bad thing but whatever). And lastly, it’s 11:13pm (ohmy, missed 11:11 😦 ) and I’m still wide awake. Everyone’s asleep now. Worst case is I haven’t studied for my exams tomorrow. Good luck to me!

Tomorrow’s another day! Carry on, bitches.

This Is New

Oops. Late post this one.

I’ve got news to tell. A good one! I.Forgot.About.His.Birthday.

It may be a wonder to you which I think it really is. You see, there’s this guy that I liked a long long time ago and even though it didn’t work out for both of us, I still think of him occasionally. Not because I still have feelings for him, goodness gracious no. I never had that much feelings to begin with anyway. It’s just that I learned a lot from him and you know he’s been my friend too. So whenever his birthday is coming, my mind automatically starts to count down. Bwahaha! But just this year, I forgot his birthday!!! Alleluiah! That could mean something…that I was totally over him. I mean I was over him a long long time ago but you get what I mean like TOTALLY NADA.

*sigh

Originally, my plan was to blog all night. I’ve got loads of things to say and share. But as for my post earlier, you must have known I’m pissed and I still am. 😦

Because I’m Bored and Sad

I was looking for someone to talk to this morning. Good thing tho, my cousin’s already awake so I called him. Haha thank you Binner for listening to my rants. And why thanks for making me cry. 😦

Spent a lot my afternoon talking to my friends. :*

First, I had to somehow talk to this girl. Haven’t heard from her voice since yesterday lol. πŸ˜€

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Then I missed ❗ my twin, Angela. Haha in yow face. Not really. I didn’t have a choice but to let you join ’cause I know you missed me already. πŸ˜›

ooVooΒ time

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πŸ™‚ You no there ynnah. Haha too bad! Your face’s not showing up!

Ima make you feel like a virgin again, again hahaha currently listening to the song ‘Like A Virgin Again’ πŸ˜‰

Oh Bother!

Yes, you have seen it right. It’s ‘bother’ not ‘brother’. I’ve heard it said from my favorite character Pooh every time he’s irritated! ^^ Haha. I love Pooh. And please! He’s not a gender confused bear. He is a BOY and he is adorable without his undies. :))

I find it cute that Pooh makes it sound angelic instead of saying ‘you motherfucker sonofabitch’. He’s such a charmer, isn’t he? πŸ˜€ I know I know. But he’s already taken by me so back off, bitch. Nyahaha.

So enough of my rant about Pooh. Let’s get to my life now even though what I’m about to say has nothing to do with the title above. :))

Last night, I was not able to join my friends in their night out. I had a family emergency so family first as always. Also, my mom asked me to open the store for today so I slept early.

As you may already know, my summer class is officially over making this day my first legit day of summer. Yohoo! But instead of me being at my bed oversleeping, I’m wide awake and sweating in our store. And the hot temperature is kinda making me feel drowsy. I wanna take a nap even just for a minute but there’s no one to trust to with the store.

Anyway, I’ll just have to look forward to this evening and hope to God my mom won’t let me come here tomorrow ’cause she told me she’ll be giving me the Sunday off. *crossed fingers*

Since today is Saturday, so obviously tomorrow is Sunday. Lol (Even I don’t find myself a wee bit of funny.)Wait, you’re trying to be funny by that? Ughh Oh shut up MY DRY SENSE OF HUMOR IS OVERFLOWING. Sorry ’bout that. Going back, while Sunday is a rest day for most, it is the busiest day for us because it’s market day for people. So usually, me and my mom are dead tired at Sunday night. Tho it’s pretty much every night, really.

So that’s just it.

And oh wait. I feel like going out tonight with my girl friends so maybe I’ll ask my mom about it. Depends on her mood tho. Huhu.

Au Revoir biatches!! 😁😁😁

Less Than A Week To Go!

Yay! Yay! Yay! Yay! Yayx10000000!
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4 more days and good bye my last summer class!

***OMG! May kuryente na! I cri πŸ˜₯ ***

Anywaaaaaaay, I don’t feel like writing anymore because there’s electricity na. Mwua! πŸ˜‰

Moments Like These

Before when things were a lot easier to handle, I never understand what depression was all about. I guess you will never understand until it happens to you.

Unlike then, when somehow there was something that could compensate my sadness, I know I would be okay eventually.

But not now when troubles are ten times complicated than before. When even grand comfort could not budge a bit of my misery.

What happened?

As I have told earlier, I never understand depression. But there really came a time when I felt it in me and I swear I’ve never been lonely in my life. I remember the first time depression took over me. It was that super random moment wherein I felt that overwhelming sense of sadness.

What I did then, was that I didn’t go straight home but instead I went to this milk tea place(luckily there was no one else) and spent the rest of my allowable time before curfew thinking about things. I went home after that feeling not even the slightest okay.

And now…

I think I’m having one of these moments again. My hands are trembling as I type for no reason. My heart is pounding I think I might be actually hearing it now. I HAD to leave the house and go somewhere else. So now I’m at SM and I’m keeping myself busy as much as possible.

I haven’t discussed this matter to my mom and I don’t think I need to and I’m hoping she wouldn’t know.

It’s late now. I think I have to go back and act that everything’s alright.

Wait I’m hungry. To eat or not to eat? Damn this.

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Me so tired.

I went for a jog this morning after for what feels like a hundred days finally I did it again. Anyway, I woke up really early! And end up being scammed by my friend. Good thing, I still have another company. Damn him.

I went for 5 rounds in Basilica Minore with Nard. But I think he went for 6th. Glad to see around young people jogging ‘coz before majority of the joggers were elders due to obvious reason, health. But now, more than half are youth and the rest are elders. πŸ˜€

Since it’s summer and I’m currently living in a tropical country which only has two season; summer and rainy. Sunny sunny sunny… I can feel it poking past through my shirt as early as 8am! Whyyyy must you be up so early in the morning! You’re giving us all headaches and frowns to our faces.

Today is only Monday and I still have four more days to go to survive this week.

Oooooh. I forgot! A funny thing happened today, like seriously! So maybe not, but come on We had a quiz at one of my marketing subject and there was this question wherein the answer was supposedly ‘BABY BOOMER’ but instead of that my girl seatmate answered ‘BABY BONER’ (she copied and mistook it as boner). Hilarious thing, not to mention the checker of her paper was a boy and when he saw it he let loose a loud guffaw. Maybe this day is not too bad after all. πŸ˜€