I am fat today! No seriously, I am really getting fat! I am turning myself into something I don’t ever wanna be. HAHA. Anyway, things are a little bit getting okay. Though not saying completely okay bc I know how fucked up emotions can be. One minute you’re feeling awesome and cool and the next minute you’re begging yourself to that person. Ugh, I know. Maybe I am just being too much comfortable with the situation that’s why instead of getting pretty and slim I am drawn towards the opposite. Yeah, usually when something bad happens, I observed that I try to make myself feel better by dressing up and toning my body lol shut up I am sure you guys do the same thing. But not for me this time, my god I wish the aftereffect was me being transformed into a swan goddess instead of a pig ready forΒ butcher. π
Tag: problems
It’s Just Not Right
I know there aren’t perfect ones here on earth. I also couldn’t judge them for what they are. They are just being who they are. But there are times that I couldn’t help it myself you know, like I’m a lioness in need to go out of its lair to release its rage and do the roaaaar!
I wanna shout in front of their faces and tell them that they’re not just right anymore or simply maybe a two word woud do, “FUCK OFF”. That whatever thing their doing has to stop.
Woosaa!
I do know my limits and when I don’t, I know when to say sorry. I know how to act civil, atleast that’s what I thought I am.
My point is!! I don’t know!
I’ve been really frustrated with how things are going right now. Bullshit here and there. Fights here and there. Screams here and there. Disappointments everywhere!
Why can’t I just accept that these things happen? They’re part of what’s supposed to be my LIFE. Well, maybe I’ve had enough!! Maybe it’s time, I punch LIFE and live a life. That doesn’t make sense, right? I know.
I know! Because nothing in my life make sense right now! Like what the hell am I talking about?
Just go to hell!
This Time, It’s Different
Things are getting complicated and I don’t know what to do anymore.Β
I’ve never had this kind of dilemma in my life. Problems about family, friends, school and even myself. The hell, right?
Just hoping that all of this will end soon enough before I go bananas. Uhhh life!Β