I would have quote that. But girls who quote Marilyn Monroe are stupid so nah.
Category: Personal Entries π
9:35pm
Jgh. π So tired as in.
Gotta wake up early for my 7:30am class for tomorrow. 7 major subjects for tom and that includes 6hours straight class from 3-9pm. π« Good luck to me.
I know I should be sleeping right now but damn…okay I’ll sleep now. π
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Can’t wait for tomorrrrrow! So excited! π HAHA pretty hectic schedule of mine. Wonder if I’ll survive this sem. Fml. Think positive please! βΊοΈ
Serene Night
Serene night? π More of like freeze-to-death night. Haha here’s what I’m talking about:
9-ish pm
On our way home from a road trip(2 hour travel time), I decided to ride in the back of the pickup car. I mean I’ve always wanted to do it you know. It’s actually one in my bucketlists so I just crossed off another thing! Yay to that. So going back, I was only wearing short shorts and tee shirt no jacket whatsoever but I didn’t care and still gave it a go. I plugged in my music and enjoyed the trip.
30 mins after…
I’m loving the night sky! It’s full moon and the sky so lit up. And the wind daamn cool.
1 hour after…
Uhmm. Wait…the cold’s starting to creep up my skin. I think a blanket or whatver clothing would be much appreciated at the moment please. It’s starting to get cold!
1 1/2 hour after…
Holy shit I’m numb. I can’t feel my hands anymore! π Good thing we had a stop over. My mom bought a coffee cause she was starting to get sleepy. Told her I wanted a black coffee too but it’s not available so…
At the moment…
I’m still cold af. π I didnt go inside the car though. I can’t give up now I’m finishing this battle bitches. Besides! I’m kinda used to this kind of situation anyway and I totally love it. 30 mins to go before home. It’s 10:15 now and fingers are numb. How in the world can I still type these words is beyond my comprehension. π
I see we’re entering the city now, more cars and lights to see but no more trees and creepy shadows! I still like it more when in suburban. Damn I just wish this journey would be forever.
Time’s up. Finally home.
Moments
I’m loving Tove Lo!!! π
Here’s the lyrics to her song Moments which currently is one of my favorites:
I grew up with a lot of green
Nice things ’round me
I was safe, I was fine
Grew up with a lot of dreams
Plans who to be
None of them know were mine
I love freaks, I don’t care if you’re a wild one
I love freaks, I don’t care if you’re a wild one
And me
[Chorus:]
I, I’m not the prettiest you’ve ever seen
But I have my moments, I have my moments
Not the flawless one, I’ve never been
But I have my moments, I have my moments
I can get a little drunk, I get into all the don’ts
But on good days I am charming as fuck
I can get a little drunk, I get into all the don’ts
But on good days I am charming as fuck
I can be the perfect one
But I’ll make you come
And I’m locked in your mind
You can say I don’t belong
That I’m so wrong
I can tell, tell you lie
I love freaks, I don’t care if you’re a wild one
I love freaks, I don’t care if you’re a wild one
And
[Chorus]
[Bridge:]
Rough around the edges, memories and baggage
You know me
Never play the safe card, When I go I go hard
And now you know
[Chorus]
11.06.2014
What do you do when life become so absurd?
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Lovin’ every minute ’cause you make me feel so alive πΆ
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Having a night class every day could be ermm…tiring. I mean waiting up for your next class alone for one and a half hour is just demanding. Waiting could also be a tiring job just so you know. I’m not complaining tho just saying. π Times like these I’m just having a ‘me’ moment. I can’t say my ‘me’ moment is a good thing. Not sure what to make of my never ending thoughts. π
Uhuh hunney π πΆ
Thank God for music!
I know you’re tired of loving with nobody to love πΆ
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Sorry for those intermissions. Forgive me but I can only listen to my musics at my current situation! π©π I’m still waiting for Maria to come to school then I’d have someone to talk to. Yay π
I hate evenings now! Makes me think of sad things. I don’t know(there goes my idk line againπ) but I find myself always on the verge of breaking down nowadays. Like let me hear a Lana Del Rey’s song and I’ll loose it in no time! That’s why as much as possible I don’t stay up late now, my mind wanders to such extent that I can’t control in anymore. Then when I wake up, yay I survived another day now another day to face. It may sound like a drag to me and yes it kinda is but I try my very best not to make it that way. I mean every day is a blessing!
Now where is Maria? Ugh. Tagal ni teh!
Nights like these you will never be alone πΆ
The struggle is real! π Shucks.
Let me live no more please kung ganito rin naman. π°
I cannot afford to be distracted again. Damn it me!
Focus please.
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This too shall pass. Hopefully. π
First Day Jitters
Back to school tomaro! Supposedly my last semester but I got to extend another so I can’t say it’s my last sem yet. π
First day. New classmates. New teachers. New lessons. New experiences. I’m so looking forward for this semester.
Good luck to all!
Have a good night!
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Thoughts of a Tight-Lipped Girl
I called you today hoping to hear your voice but you didn’t pick-up the phone… I broke down crying ’cause I couldn’t take it no more.
I think about of getting lost but I just can’t make myself do it…too many people are giving me directions.
I thought they were permanent…but nothing is and that’s just sad.
I think about time and changes and friends…they don’t stop. Life doesn’t stop for anybody.
I imagine the things we did, the memories we made…and wonder if it’ll be the last time I’ll think about you.
Where were you? You said priorities…but damn if it was true.
My thoughts are eating me…that sometimes I wish I would forever live in them instead of harsh reality.
Wrong things happen when you trust and worry about the wrong people…and guess what? I was wrong about you.
‘Cheer up’ everybody said…if only it was easy as 123.
You don’t say it instead you do it…but I don’t know I’ve fallen to your words regardless.
I can’t wait to be happy again…and be me again.
I miss the old me, my old life, my old habits…I just miss the innocent me.
Do ya feel lucky, punk?…Luck can be good or bad. So which is which for me?
Those words…wonder if we meant it
Such a great day
Anew
It’s been a tough week for me and I’m sorry for neglecting this blog for days. Things happened. Unimaginable ones. I don’t even know how I survived each day without passing out. Half of the time I don’t even know what I’m doing. I don’t know what to do. Damn! My life has become this one big ‘I DON’T KNOW’.
I was actually tempted to post on this blog just about anything but then again! Privacy. So I’m thinking of creating another new blog. Actually, I already have one. But I won’t completely abandon this blog. I can never do that! Those that are seriously private matters will be posted on my new blog which of course is a secret.
So that’s probably all I have to say for now. Dang tired.
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A Recipe for Lately
Exactly what I needed to hear. π
Pretend you donβt feel sad for a while. Read big books. Fake a smile.Β Pretend until you donβt remember if anythingβs good anymore. Bake cakes, and feed them to people. Do your best ghost impression. LoveΒ the people you love, despite feeling numb.
Watch as everything becomesΒ goodΒ again, wonder. Lie about how often you spend studying. Procrastinate. Fill your time like life is an hourglass, when itβs too fullΒ let the sand slip through your finger. When it breaks, buy a new hourglass. Count calories, and then donβt. Feel sad, and then donβt. Love baking. Love your boyfriend. Love your friends. Think about love too much, accept that youβll never be a philosopher. Get a job. Feel happy.
Never feel like youβre doing enough. Always be grateful for what youβve got. Burn a lot of bread. Skype your parents, and realise that you areΒ home, but miss them anyway.Β Put London in your calendar and smileβ¦
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Rainy Morning
Rainy morning everyone! I woke up to the sound of pouring rain. π One of my favorite ways of waking up.
I’d rather not share what happened last night as it would ruin the whole sentinental mood of my morning. β Instead I’m looking forward for this day. Me π dont have to go to the school because I don’t have a scheduled exam for today. Yay, right?!
I have to go somewhere though. I have to buy some things. I have to go to the doctor. Ermm what else? Study for my another three exams for tomorrow. That’s probably all. π
I just hope it’s rainy all day. I don’t mind if it’s gonna get me wet. π I just love rain, don’t cha? π
Begin with a positive attitude today and smile at all times. You can make someone’s day with a simple smile. β£Μ
10.06.2014
Ready to sleep but never gonna be ready for tomorrow! πͺ
Hooray for a very productive day! Instead of reviewing for my finals tomorrow, I went to visit my brothers and when I came back home I don’t know what came to me but I suddenly had the urge to clean my room. Guys! Did you just read that?! I cleaned my freakin room! And while doing that, I came across with my cute little stuff! My collection of crafts and papers. Awww π« I’m really in deep shit for tomorrow. I didn’t have a chance to review my notes anymore. Good luck to my three major exams. Though it’s only 8pm but I’m tired π and rn I’m ready to sleep! Blanket’s on, light’s off and pillows are guard up around me. π
G’night people on earth! ππππππππ
Have a sweeeeeeeeet dreams!
Which reminds me…I haven’t written on my dream blog for a while now! Will update soon!
Countdown π
7 days before Sem Break π
80 days before Christmas! βοΈ
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(It kinda feels weird now that I'm finally writing something in a positive/uplifting mood. π± Too much drama is never good!)
βοΈGood VibesβοΈ
Holiday for today! I didn’t go with my mom because I told her I’m gonna study for the finals tomorrow. π But instead of me studying, I’m preocuppied of doing unnecessary things like reading books, writing in my diary and nonstop eating! Why now?! π I have three major exams tomorrow and another three on thursday and last one on next Monday and voila! SEM BREAK! Can’t wait but first I need to study to pass my subjects specially now that I’m a graduating student. π± Anyway, calm down people! I still need to go the gym later. Maybe my mind will start to work if I worked out my body first. Aye aye so smart of me! π
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I’m getting cray cray again! π« Too early for me to go apeshit. π
SIGNING OUT!
True Friends
Hard times will always reveal true friends. π
08.12.2014
What pushes you towards Magis?
-The weekends
A Little Bit of Everything 