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Lost My Appetite

This post is not about food, sucker!

Books. Books. Books. That’s what this post is all about. As you can see on the side corner of my blog, there is a Goodreads section and there’s pretty much everything that I have read.

Goodreads is like an online library of books. So for anyone out there who’s bookish like me, this site is absolutely helpful.

Going back, I read the book ‘The Fault In Our Stars’ by John Green and mind you, I wasn’t impressed at all. I don’t understand what’s so amazing about it. I just don’t know what the fuzz is all about. So after finishing the book, I swear not to read another book of Green. But then, I got forced to read another of his book entitled ‘Papertowns’. And 😥 😥 😥 I had a sudden lost of interest in reading books after that. I did not read any for a whole month. 😦 Guess I lost my appetite for reading.

So for the Green fans out there. I respect you but whatever.

Okay? Okay.
Pffffffft.

T.O.D.A.Y

What was I thinking?! Saturday is always a non-uniform day. Instead, went to school today wearing uniform.

Damn. I was walking my way confidently until my eyes swept to the groups of student crossing my path and I was like ‘Uhuh. They are wearing civilian. What’s up with them?’ and clueless as I was, just marched past them. Just when the weird vibes was getting off me and I’m about to climb the stairs, I saw my two friends and surprisingly they were also wearing civilian. And that’s the only time I realized that I was the weird one. But I thought today was Friday! Come on!

I was dumbfounded and I had no choice but to go on with my life and trudged towards my classroom. Good thing tho, there’s my father. I let him get my pants, a t-shirt and sandals. 😉

Dang! After that, my embarrassing moment was done. Poof. 🙂 Next thing I knew, I was in a restaurant with my friends eating sushi. Again. Anyway, god help me my friends were on chatting mode again! All of them were either Omegle-ing or Chatous-ing. What a word. Pfft. 🙂 Funny thing happened, my best friend asked for a pic to the guy he’s been chatting with and she received a picture of the guy’s Ding Dong. Eck. Some horny sonofawhore. My bestie swore never to use Chatous again. Oh promises, promises. 😉

Went home with a smile on my face but ended up scowling because of my brother. He spilled my secret to dad. Traitor. Now I’m not talking to him.

One helluva day. Hope y’all have had good day too.

Late Nights

I’ve always been an early bird not a night owl. I find it hard to keep my eyes open when it’s past my bedtime (10pm) let alone pull an all-nighter. Tho there are times when I really need to sleep late like when there are finals week or a due project.

I’m proud to say now that I’ve achieved a week of sleeping past 12. Ha-ha. Though it’s not because of due projects or anything school stuffs but because of talking to my friends. Absurd, right? It’s not like they’re long distance or what. I can see them practically everyday. Every night, we vchat through Skype or if there’s many of us we used Oovoo. 😀 We couldn’t get enough of each other. Lol. And then on the morning(we’re classmates even), we talked about the night before.

It’s finals week again and tonight as tempting as it is to open and chat my friends, I can’t because I need to sleep and rest for tomorrow. So now, good night everyone and I’ll be drifting to dreamland. Sleep tight. Don’t let the bedbugs bite. 😉

Just A Dream

I just love it when my favorite song comes up in shuffle. And my all-time fave song ‘Just A Dream’ by Nelly came up first things first.

Oh oh oh. I was thinking ’bout her, thinkin ’bout me
Thinking ’bout us, what we gon’ be
Open my eyes yeah, it was only just a dream.

This song will never get old to me. I don’t know about this one but I feel nostalgic every time I hear it. Heard this first time on cover and fell in love since. 😍😍😍

Suddenly You (A One Time Thing)

Ehem. So the title says it all. This post is all about romance once again my dearest readers. But not so fast as it’s just a one shot thing. Too bad, tho. 😭😭😭

Okay so here is what the fuss is all about. I have just been chatted by my high school crush on Facebook and I was like ‘Am I dreaming?!’. I seriously did a double take at the name on the screen of my phone. Caught off guarded by his sudden ‘hey’, I replied a big smiley face.

He asked whether I knew him or not and I said yes. Kyaaaaaa! ^^ So yeah, after some awkward formalities we finally started to talk comfortably and that’s when he told me something. SOMETHING I WOULDN’T SHARE TO YOU OR TO ANYONE IN THIS WORLD. That information was only for my eyes and knowledge. Like seriously!!!!!! I can’t resist a big grin on my face. Ha-ha!

And then, THAT’S IT! 😥 😅😅😅
Haha. Anyway, it definitely made my day! Out of the blue moments of my life. ^^

I Think I Am In Friend-Love With You

I’ve been wanting to tell this to my friend. That I am in friend-love with him. But I’ve lost my chance not too long ago. Things kind of got weird between us and I don’t want to add more confusion to what we are already having. I guess things could never be back to normal between us.

Read this web comic by Yumi Sakugawa:
http://www.sadiemagazine.com/issue-no-11/arts-letters/comic/i-think-i-am-in-friend-love-with-you

Platonic Love

They say no single two people in the world are platonic. Do you really believe that? Because I don’t. Maybe I’m talking about it one-sidedly.

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But whatever. Maybe I’m talking about a different degree of love.

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My point is, there’s always more to love than romance.

Ajwudhxids.
Nothing is more depressing than losing a great friend.
Uggh. Sorry about this one. I’m probably not making any sense whatsoever.

Happy Chinese New Year!!

At least, let me start off by greeting you a Happy Chinese New Year in chinese:

“Gong Xi Fa Cai!!” (Wishing you to be prosperous in the coming year)

And a fun way to respond to that one:

“Hong Bao Na Lai. ^^” (Red envelope please!)

Another way of saying Happy Chinese New Year is:

“XIN NIAN KUAI LE!” (新年快樂) which quite literally means Happy New Year.

Xin Nian (新年) is New Year. Xin is new and Nian is year.
Kuai le (快樂) is happiness, joy, delight, or rejoicings.

So it’s like ‘New Year Happy’ in Chinese when you literally translate it. 😀

Anyways, have fun today (Hell yeah, coz it’s holiday today!!). Wear lucky stuff and anything that could fight off bad spirits and luck! Listen to feng shui and live a prosperous year. Duuh, tho even I have doubts in those things. But whatever, there’s no harm in trying. Good luck!

That Fuzzy Feeling

I love drinking, don’t cha?
I’m not a drunkard! But from time to time, I drink alcohol with my family and friends. Especially when there are occasions like get together, semestral break, birthdays, school time and other days worth celebrating. Woo!

It’s no surprise that some people judge me for being this kind of girl I’ve become. But hey, I’m living a life here. It’s not like I’m drowning myself with these unhealthy fuzzy drinks everyday. Whatever.

My most awaited part, the head spin! Aaa! I just love the feeling when the room starts spinning and there’s disco light everywhere! Tho I just hate it when I’m getting spins in bed. It’s just somehow hard to fall asleep.

I’m not usually the type of person to create a post like this. But since I’m drunk and my head’s spinning, might as well as take the chance. 🙂

It’s Just Not Right

I know there aren’t perfect ones here on earth. I also couldn’t judge them for what they are. They are just being who they are. But there are times that I couldn’t help it myself you know, like I’m a lioness in need to go out of its lair to release its rage and do the roaaaar!

I wanna shout in front of their faces and tell them that they’re not just right anymore or simply maybe a two word woud do, “FUCK OFF”. That whatever thing their doing has to stop.

Woosaa!

I do know my limits and when I don’t, I know when to say sorry. I know how to act civil, atleast that’s what I thought I am.

My point is!! I don’t know!

I’ve been really frustrated with how things are going right now. Bullshit here and there. Fights here and there. Screams here and there. Disappointments everywhere!

Why can’t I just accept that these things happen? They’re part of what’s supposed to be my LIFE. Well, maybe I’ve had enough!! Maybe it’s time, I punch LIFE and live a life. That doesn’t make sense, right? I know.

I know! Because nothing in my life make sense right now! Like what the hell am I talking about?

Just go to hell!

Tired But Never Been Happier

Hiya! So yeah I just got home from my school and I’m so tired. And right now, I’m in my bed lying down with my feet elevated under the pillow.

This morning, I found out that I’ll be going out of the country with my dad. While we’re busy in the living room, he motioned me toward him saying that he’s got something to give. He pulled out bond papers which have those familiar airplaine symbol and yeah I got it! Airplaine tickets(that are printed in A4 papers). As much as possible though, I don’t get myself too excited. I might jinx it, if you know what I mean.

In the afternoon, I had my 1:30-4:30 straight make-up class. It’s not that boring so I survived it. Haha.

And my favorite part of the day….I played tennis with my friend, Michael. It was actually my first time to used the school’s court. It was awkward at first because students and teachers were paasing but we managed to shrug it off. Funny thing though was, we weren’t actually ‘playing’. We kept missing each ball that we had to picked it up all the time. We both end up tired from picking all those balls. It was fun and I hope we can play again next time.

What a day. Totally unexpected.

Just Another Day

So this is just about my day, nothing special in particular. Just wanna share something to bloggie. =)

Today, I skipped class for no reason whatsoever. I just felt like doing it or maybe because I had no idea what my teacher and my classmates were talking about. Aah! *Stretch* It felt good to finally leave the classroom and head home. But first things first, I went to my dentist to have my dental check-up and stuff. I was there for like one and a half hours and so my cutting scheme was useless. AAAAH! Feel like screaming again. Now maybe I should really just waited up for my class to end.

After the dental check-up, I swung by SM Mall and bought some school supplies and went to one of my favorite places: the bookstore. Usually, I hate crowded places where people would bump you and act as if they are the only person in the place but ehem not in the bookstore. I rather find it wonderful because those people and I share the same hobby. Like why would I be pissed? I’m the same as them, struggling to find the right book to buy, spending almost two hours just to scan pages and going beneath and above the book shelves.

I usually go to Booksale because I find the books there more interesting plus it’s cheap. So as I’m looking in the travel section, I spotted this book about my dream country and of course I dig it but it turns out to be only the maps of the cities. As I’m about to put it back, an elderly woman asked if she could have it because she too like the country. Wonderful, right? I found someone who fascinates the same country as I do. HAHA I know, you totally don’t get a word I say but you will eventually. Whatever! =p

So! I forced myself out of the store before I could buy anything and headed myself downstairs.. =)

I have wished to buy a Polaroid since last last year(?) and last Tuesday my fairy godMOTHER granted my wish. I excitedly went to the shop where I’m gonna buy my cute little thingy but then a dilemma crossed my path. I can’t decide which color to choose. Blue? Pink? Yellow? Seriously, does it even matter what color? Apparently, it does to me. So I decided to go home first and think about what color I want so that I won’t regret.

Home at last! Pajamas…food….internet…pillow…T.V…relax..happiness.  God seriously, why can’t I ever feel the same way about schooling? Must be my psycho brain.

Later this afternoon, it rained. RAIN! First rain in the summer or so I thought.

And then dinner came, my dad cooked since there’s no maid on duty today and I washed the dishes.

and…

I’d like to sleep now. Enough with my blabbering. I know this is too long. I have missed you so much bloggie! Good night! I know you love me. XOXO