There are things I’ve tried so hard to forget in the past and moved on from that are starting to knock on my door again. And here I am welcoming them with open arms. It’s not the best choice I have right now, but it’ll do for now. It’s not the best way to deal with what I’m going through, but it helps me survive the day.
My routine is becoming all too familiar once again. It’s funny when you’re in the right state of mind, some things are just so unacceptable to you. But when you’re not, you don’t even blink twice to do it.
Oh well, life.