November 2019

Why hello there! It is a Sunday evening and I’m writing again to no one. Actually, it’s almost midnight. Ten hours before my class starts, to be exact. I guess I need to go to sleep now? Maybe after this…

So what’s new? Well, I just noticed I haven’t started editing for another YouTube video. I usually hear this screeching voice in my head saying I need to start working on another video when a week has passed after my last edit. But it’s been a month since my last upload and still nada. I am so on fire! Ha? I’m not making any sense right now.

But let me say this, I know life does not stop for anyone. But at some point in our life, it can feel like we’re at a pause or something. I guess I was on that pause phase for a while where I had to re-evaluate some important decisions in my life. It’s good once in a while to just stop and think twice about where you are in your life. 

Right now though, I’m feeling quite better. Thank you for the people around me, especially my mom who just openly listened to my doubts in life and afterward gave me life lessons and advice. That never gets old. I can never get enough of those advice from her. 

I want to say a lot of things right now…mostly about life lessons and realization. But maybe that’s for another whole new post next time. In fact, I have a lot of kwento to share. It’s crazy. I still believe everything happens for a reason and I mean it. I know we make our own fate and whatnot. But maktub, right? No matter how we think we make our own faith, when you think about maktub, everything is just thrown out the window. Okay, don’t tell me you don’t know what maktub is. Hello, The Alchemist, anyone? It means it is written. So whatever it is you think you’re doing dodging fate like that, it really how it was supposed to happen. 

You know some of these days, I would like to be able to talk in front of anyone and talk about life. Hahahaha. I don’t know! It seems like it would be really fun sharing my perspective in life and not just that but also hearing other people’s experiences. Man, this post is getting out of hand. I should stop and get my daily dose of sleep. 

I love you all. 

Glaire