Author: Glaire

I just wanna go on more adventures. Be around. Good energy. Connect with people. Learn new things. Grow. -Kid Cudi CHN|HKG|MAC|KHM|VNM|MYS|IL|SKR|TW

It’s Just Not Right

I know there aren’t perfect ones here on earth. I also couldn’t judge them for what they are. They are just being who they are. But there are times that I couldn’t help it myself you know, like I’m a lioness in need to go out of its lair to release its rage and do the roaaaar!

I wanna shout in front of their faces and tell them that they’re not just right anymore or simply maybe a two word woud do, “FUCK OFF”. That whatever thing their doing has to stop.

Woosaa!

I do know my limits and when I don’t, I know when to say sorry. I know how to act civil, atleast that’s what I thought I am.

My point is!! I don’t know!

I’ve been really frustrated with how things are going right now. Bullshit here and there. Fights here and there. Screams here and there. Disappointments everywhere!

Why can’t I just accept that these things happen? They’re part of what’s supposed to be my LIFE. Well, maybe I’ve had enough!! Maybe it’s time, I punch LIFE and live a life. That doesn’t make sense, right? I know.

I know! Because nothing in my life make sense right now! Like what the hell am I talking about?

Just go to hell!

Tired But Never Been Happier

Hiya! So yeah I just got home from my school and I’m so tired. And right now, I’m in my bed lying down with my feet elevated under the pillow.

This morning, I found out that I’ll be going out of the country with my dad. While we’re busy in the living room, he motioned me toward him saying that he’s got something to give. He pulled out bond papers which have those familiar airplaine symbol and yeah I got it! Airplaine tickets(that are printed in A4 papers). As much as possible though, I don’t get myself too excited. I might jinx it, if you know what I mean.

In the afternoon, I had my 1:30-4:30 straight make-up class. It’s not that boring so I survived it. Haha.

And my favorite part of the day….I played tennis with my friend, Michael. It was actually my first time to used the school’s court. It was awkward at first because students and teachers were paasing but we managed to shrug it off. Funny thing though was, we weren’t actually ‘playing’. We kept missing each ball that we had to picked it up all the time. We both end up tired from picking all those balls. It was fun and I hope we can play again next time.

What a day. Totally unexpected.

Unpleasant Day

I’m feeling sad today. It’s like the feeling I had when I heard about the death of our former mayor Jessie Robedo, only worst.

This morning I woke up to find my dad panicking and hurrying to go outside. Just as I was about to ask, I heard the car engine roar and he’s gone. I asked my yaya what was it all about and she told me that Master Square got caught in fire. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I even thought she was shitting me. I mean I just woke up and that’s what I hear first thing in the morning. Uhuh not good.

If you’re wondering, Master Square is one of the remarkable establishment here in our town. It’s a supermart(?) and I’m positive almost everyone knows the place or have been already in it. The owners are family related to us so it affect us deeply.

I peeked outside the window and surely enough I saw black clouds of smoke from the distance and I’m pretty sure that’s where Master Square is located.

From what I heard, the fire started at 3am but the firefighters were so slow in corresponding that the fire got bigger which makes it harder to handle.

10:30 am and I’m on my way to my school which is just a walk away from the establishment. On my way, I saw firetrucks reloading water from the side of the streets. It’s what..7 hours then and there’s still fire?

I got a call from my dad and he told me he was with uncle (one of the owner) outside their building this morning watching the fire eat up the building. He said nothing was left even the bodega was ruined.

One of the worst feeling I think, is to see your own damn building or whatever it is that you’ve put your time and heart in be destroyed and you’re just there standing waiting for it to end because there’s nothing that you can do about it.

This is really sad. Everyone I know seems to care and it’s glad to know about it.

Anyways, who would have thought. Just last week, I bought something from MS and now…

Well everything happens for a reason, I believe. Let’s just pray for them especially for the people who just lost their jobs and the family affected.

Carry on, carry on!

Giveaway

Just received my first ever winning giveaway from Goodreads. Though I’m not really into the genre of my winning book I’m sure to finish it. It’s the least thing I could do, right? Anyway, I won the “The Second Bat Guano War” by JM Porup. He’s been considerate enough also to ask my correct zip code or it maybe wasn’t really him I talked to, whatever. The title itself speaks history and ohghaad let me go through the first five pages without dozing off and I know I can do it.

Slacker

I’ve been working my ass off now for two consecutive day. My family went off to the big city and I was left all alone. All by myself managing our store, waking up early and sleeping late. These days where I wake up as early as five thirty in the morning and still had to travel for thirty minutes to get to the store on time. Unluckily, the bus driver keep slacking off so that I’m always late by five minutes and hail to the workers ’cause they were again saved by their tardiness.

So basically, all I do all day was to face the computer and either play Candy Crush Saga  on Facebook or watch movie. Yesterday, I found myself having a headache and still having now. Maybe too much radiation from the computer. Uhuh. But nothing won’t stop me from using computer. What the hell would I do if not this, right? Roam around the store and make myself look like a complete paranoid employer? Uhuh. Not gonna happening bro.

Today, besides my endless face-to-face with my dearest electronic friend, I’ve also found a very loyal friend of mine which was a ‘book’. So I’ve been reading this book titled “The Silence of the Lambs” by Thomas Harris. I know you guys are very familiar with it and maybe you’ve seen the movie already. I found the movie yesterday in this computer and have started watching it but then I thought that I ought to read the book first. I’m not yet half way through finishing the book and truth be told, I don’t understand half of the things they say but still it’s kinda interesting and I am  planning to finish it.

Okay, that’s all I have to say. Probably after I’m through with this writing, I’m gonna go check my Facebook account and see whether I’ve accumulated another life in Candy Crush Saga. You gotta try that game too. Everyone thinks it’s an easy pie game but not so fast, you better try it first. And surely after that, I’m gonna go back to my reading. After that, do some standing-walking-peeking check with my people(sounds big,eh?) and the cycle goes on.

Just Another Day

So this is just about my day, nothing special in particular. Just wanna share something to bloggie. =)

Today, I skipped class for no reason whatsoever. I just felt like doing it or maybe because I had no idea what my teacher and my classmates were talking about. Aah! *Stretch* It felt good to finally leave the classroom and head home. But first things first, I went to my dentist to have my dental check-up and stuff. I was there for like one and a half hours and so my cutting scheme was useless. AAAAH! Feel like screaming again. Now maybe I should really just waited up for my class to end.

After the dental check-up, I swung by SM Mall and bought some school supplies and went to one of my favorite places: the bookstore. Usually, I hate crowded places where people would bump you and act as if they are the only person in the place but ehem not in the bookstore. I rather find it wonderful because those people and I share the same hobby. Like why would I be pissed? I’m the same as them, struggling to find the right book to buy, spending almost two hours just to scan pages and going beneath and above the book shelves.

I usually go to Booksale because I find the books there more interesting plus it’s cheap. So as I’m looking in the travel section, I spotted this book about my dream country and of course I dig it but it turns out to be only the maps of the cities. As I’m about to put it back, an elderly woman asked if she could have it because she too like the country. Wonderful, right? I found someone who fascinates the same country as I do. HAHA I know, you totally don’t get a word I say but you will eventually. Whatever! =p

So! I forced myself out of the store before I could buy anything and headed myself downstairs.. =)

I have wished to buy a Polaroid since last last year(?) and last Tuesday my fairy godMOTHER granted my wish. I excitedly went to the shop where I’m gonna buy my cute little thingy but then a dilemma crossed my path. I can’t decide which color to choose. Blue? Pink? Yellow? Seriously, does it even matter what color? Apparently, it does to me. So I decided to go home first and think about what color I want so that I won’t regret.

Home at last! Pajamas…food….internet…pillow…T.V…relax..happiness.  God seriously, why can’t I ever feel the same way about schooling? Must be my psycho brain.

Later this afternoon, it rained. RAIN! First rain in the summer or so I thought.

And then dinner came, my dad cooked since there’s no maid on duty today and I washed the dishes.

and…

I’d like to sleep now. Enough with my blabbering. I know this is too long. I have missed you so much bloggie! Good night! I know you love me. XOXO

Jinx

I’ve planned to take part this year’s WYD (World Youth Day) in Brazil.

The other day, I received a very unfortunate news. My mom told me, the NEW bishop in our diocese did not approve the priests involvement in the upcoming event. The problem for me was that my companion to WYD was my mom’s close friend who is apparently a priest in our diocese.

I was so depressed and even now!

Did I jinxed it? Well, I keep thinking about it maybe that’s why it didn’t happen.

 

Angela Was Here

Angela, my crazy best friend, just got home from my apartment. Earlier, we went home together WALKING. I was feeling hungry that time and so she was. So we bought almost anything that we saw in our way. We ran into a friend Jen, HAHA who was busy doing her project? We asked if she could come with us but unfortunately, she still has class. Unsatisfied with our little picnic, we stop by at our former school and ate NUGGETS! It was satisfying! Then we went straight to my apartment.

Here she borrowed my laptop and browsed for photos while we make comments and constantly laughing about it. The main reason she was here was because she left her things in my apartment days ago. And that day was when we celebrated the birthday of one of my best friend, Maree. I’d like to give another post to that story. Anyways, it was getting dark so she stayed for dinner with us. Trust that girl for not worrying about her curfew. Then after a while, she said goodbye and my dad and I drove her back home.

Sometimes it’s nice having someone to talk to, even if you’re just talking shit.